being at stephs house was cool. I do have to say that I learned a lot. my secret fear was of horses heads. After being at stephs house (she owns 3) I don't think im afraid of them anymore. Her horses we cute, big headed (meant in a good way) hopefully at camp I can at least ride a horse or at least be by horses enough to deal with them. They arn't so bad after all.

Anyway, I get the whole house to myself this weekend. I am kinda happy about it and sad at the same time. I can get a lot of house cleaning done when i'm by myself so its all good. No house parties. *sighs* hehehe. I'm sad because my mum is out on a "date". I don't really know weather I should be happy for her or not. Things seem to be moving really quick in my life. After all, this past week thursday was my brothers 19th birthday. Yeah I cried a lot. 7 years with out him. Then counting down I will be 17 in 9 days. I just hope that my step dad will at least remember.

P.S PLease pray for the Edge's for safe travels. they are definately in my prayers.