ok so today I was trying to get over the 3 bad things that have over come my life in the last week.

I got my progress report for school and it turns out that I actually have a 3.2 GPA. Its amazing. Ever since i worked at the summer camp I have felt more mature and spiritual. Smarter even. I usually get like a 2.3 or something like that. It made me so happy. I even called my mum and got her answering machine. So I left her the good news. Then I was about to call my dad( or whatever i should call him now) and was going to tell him the great news about my grades and realized what had happend 2 days earlier. Sadness poured over me. He was the one who encouraged me to try my hardest in school, and I couldn't even tell him I had acieved this goal.

I still feel a little sad. i won't let the issues of my dad leaving me, friend dying, and my other friend (Emily) concuer my life. I do miss all of them but I will never forget them. They all played an important part in my life. I will be saddened but I will lift my head up and know that I met wonderful people in my lifetime.

Time moves on and I know that I will see them again. Besides.... since time is running and I'm still a kid, i'm gonna live my life to the fullest and not take everything forgranted. =)