I was asked the question today "What does it take for me to get to heaven". At first i thought..... I dunno, then all afternoon it was the only thought in the back of my brain that kept nagging at me. Kinda like the feeling you get when you know your doing something wrong.

I still am not quite sure what it would take for anyone to get into heaven, but what I have come up with so far is good enough. For me, I'd say that if we admit and justify that Jesus truly is the Lamb of God, the Prince of Peace, the Almighty God of Creation, the alpha and Omeg and the Lord of Lords , and we truly sincerely believe this then what else is there to do? Then I kept thinking that I would want to ask God for his forgivness and salvation, all before the second coming. That way if I say "God please forgive me" before he comes then it means something instead of saying it only when I want to get saved. You know what I mean?

I guess the thought still is lingering in my mind. What does this question mean to you?

being at stephs house was cool. I do have to say that I learned a lot. my secret fear was of horses heads. After being at stephs house (she owns 3) I don't think im afraid of them anymore. Her horses we cute, big headed (meant in a good way) hopefully at camp I can at least ride a horse or at least be by horses enough to deal with them. They arn't so bad after all.

Anyway, I get the whole house to myself this weekend. I am kinda happy about it and sad at the same time. I can get a lot of house cleaning done when i'm by myself so its all good. No house parties. *sighs* hehehe. I'm sad because my mum is out on a "date". I don't really know weather I should be happy for her or not. Things seem to be moving really quick in my life. After all, this past week thursday was my brothers 19th birthday. Yeah I cried a lot. 7 years with out him. Then counting down I will be 17 in 9 days. I just hope that my step dad will at least remember.

P.S PLease pray for the Edge's for safe travels. they are definately in my prayers.

yay!!! My spring break starts this week thursday at noon. I get to go home thursday and stay at home till sometime driday. Then my best friend stephani .G, is coming to my house to pick me up, them i'm going to her house. I can't wait. She has a couple of horses and just stay up late and fun. To be very honsest I am afraid of horses heads. They are huge and "scary". So yeah thats my fear.

I will be there till monday then i'll go home and spend like the rest of break at home. I ge from the 15th till the 25th.

YAY!!! Sue's back from India. I can't wait to hear about her adventure.

My Aunt Yvonne just had a little girl today. Her name is Paris, and it greek it sounds really cool. She was named after my grandmother on my mums side. I bet she's adorable. She is only part greek, but any part greek is cool. I'm not sure how much she weighs. She is the 5th cousin that I havn't met yeat. There is a total of 7 grandkids including me and my brother.


I'm so happy now. *starts humming a happy tune.